I’ve officilly been replaced by a shiny new penny. It’s unfortunate, but I accept it. There’s nothing I can do about it. It is what it is. My mental health has been really tested lately. All these fails I’ve been experiencing have me feeling incredibly defeated. My depression is looming and I’ve got my eyeContinue reading “(Another) New Site & Happiness”
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Yesterday
Yesterday was one of the best days I’ve had in a while. My husband took me shopping and spoiled me silly. I cried from happiness. I didn’t know how to accept it. I’m so used to things going sideways for me that being showered with things I’ve always wanted was a foreign concept. He wasContinue reading “Yesterday”
Aspirations
Most of the time I listen to music when I blog and write in general. My playlists vary. But it’s just a switch back and forth between two. I have a short playlist just for writing my new story, but I will play it at times just to listen to it. I don’t have anyContinue reading “Aspirations”
Stuff n’Things
I have a psychiatry appointment today. I’m going to discuss getting TMS treatments. It’s a safer and less invasive option than ECT. I’m hoping I can do it because I believe it’ll help me kick the rest of my depression. I’m feeling loads better, but I still have a ways to go. I’ll be findingContinue reading “Stuff n’Things”
Looking Forward To Things
I woke up at 3 this morning. I couldn’t sleep and I had a headache. I came downstairs, made coffee and smoked a cigarette. I’m thinking about how this week I’ve got good things happening for me. Today I’m getting two teeth pulled, they’re in the front. One is broken and the other has aContinue reading “Looking Forward To Things”
Twist and End
104,006. That’s the word count for The Breaking of Rainbow: A Fictional Novel. 320 pages. I don’t know how long my new story is going to be, but I know it probably won’t be that long. I posed a question about my plot twist and ending to my Facebook writing group; I asked them ifContinue reading “Twist and End”
Dream Like
I feel like I’m in a dream like state this morning. I’m not sure why. When I was smoking a cigarette I wondered if I’m in a dream. I know I’m awake, everything just feels off. It’s weird. I’m struggling with writing my new story. I’m starting to feel like it’s shit. Like my plotContinue reading “Dream Like”
Writing Fiction
For the record, writing a pyschological thriller is WAY more difficult than writing a memoir. It requires 100% more creativity. I am a fairly creative person, but I find myself stopping frequently to decide where the story is going and what makes certain characters tick. It could easily become a short story, but I wantContinue reading “Writing Fiction”
Eureka
Eureka! I have figured out my next novel! I got the title, plot, subplot, story twist, and ending all figured out. Thank goddess because I was stressing the fuck out. I’m actually really excited to write all of this out. I think it’s got great potential. I haven’t read a psychological thriller with this plotContinue reading “Eureka”
Brainstorming
Oh, my fuck. I’m trying to work on another novel and I cannot get started until I figure out a very clever plot twist that will turn the whole story on it’s head. Perhaps I’m overthinking it… I’ve been reading up on how to create one, but it still seems impossible. I will not letContinue reading “Brainstorming”
Bipolar Wonderland 