My depression has caused a lot of strife. It broke me down and made it so I couldn’t cope with life because I couldn’t cope with myself or the catalyst for my depression. Now that I’m coming out of my dark fog I’m trying to be more useful. I have a lot of work toContinue reading “Depression Aftershocks”
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Love Me and Leave Me
Now I know we’re on the same page about something. I didn’t know you had such disdain for me and my brain. Well I have disdain about you and you volatile anger. So love me and leave me if that’s what you truly want. Wondering where we went so wrong in out journey together. ForContinue reading “Love Me and Leave Me”
The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 5): Cloudy Day
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The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 4): Shadows
my.w.tt/lXC5N2Ax43 Part 4: Shadows
The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 3)
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Rainbow Writes (Part 2)
my.w.tt/iUfZL7oFZ3 This is part two of the story. There will be several parts.
Rainbow Writes (Part 1)
my.w.tt/ZrGfsWlFZ3 This is part one.
Overwhelmed
I’m out of cigarettes. This is going to make for a very trying day. I need them when I write. If I get to a place in my story that feels overwhelming I go smoke to take a break. I smoked my last cigarette after I woke up while I drank my first cup ofContinue reading “Overwhelmed”
Life
Life is hard. This is a well known fact. In this life I’m battling struggles with my husband. We have had many hurdles and we continue to have hurdles. He’s working his ass off currently to support both of us. I lost my job a couple of months ago under bogus reasons and haven’t beenContinue reading “Life”
Resentment
This going to sound terrible, but I resent my friends and peers that are successful. I know that sounds shitty. I know. But when I’m constantly failing at everything I try it’s hard for me to be like, “Yay for you!” Instead I feel bitter and envious. I don’t mean to be, I just am.Continue reading “Resentment”
Bipolar Wonderland 