I’ve been up since 3 again. I don’t what the fuck is going on, but ok. Yesterday I got new teeth! My new dentist is amazing. It was the first time I had a good experience having an extraction done. I can already wear my partial and my smile looks amazing now! I’m so happyContinue reading “New Teeth and New Page”
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Too Early
I’ve been waking up earlier and earlier these days. My husband expressed his concern with this this morning and told me he wants to talk to my psychiatrist about it. He thinks it’s throwing my schedule off. The thing is, I don’t have a schedule. I just do my thing each day. The only thingContinue reading “Too Early”
Rounding the Bend
I think I’m within 50 pages of finishing my novel. My word count is just a bit more than 93,000. This last stretch is grueling. Like, I know I could likely finish it today if I really pushed. I’m stuttering, though. Once it’s completely typed I need to go buy ink and paper and printContinue reading “Rounding the Bend”
Who Do I Think I Am
I’m starting to mildly freak out about my book. Who the fuck do I think I am? What about my story is so damn special? Why would anyone take a chance on it? These questions started creeping into my mind yesterday. This whole time I’ve been under this illusion that my story is unique andContinue reading “Who Do I Think I Am”
The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 5): Cloudy Day
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I Have Readers
My story on Wattpad has 39 views. Some of these are from people close to me that I share it with, but many of the views are from random strangers that found my story somehow. This is blowing my mind! 39 maybe doesn’t seem like much, but to me it’s incredible! So far I haveContinue reading “I Have Readers”
Is That All There Is
Is that all there is? This is the mantra of a jaded individual. This is how we look at life. I’m a self-described jaded realist practicing loving kindness whenever I can. It took a lot of years and a lot of experience to get this way. It’s not so bad, really. It doesn’t mean I’mContinue reading “Is That All There Is”
The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 3)
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Fuck
I’m having nervous breakdown about writing this next part of my book. Like, I’m breaking down crying. My mom is patiently listening to me freak out. There’s just so much trauma during this part. Manipulation, controlling behaviors, emotional abuse, alienation from family and friends, and the worst: the emotional abuse of my son. I can’tContinue reading “Fuck”
Rainbow Writes (Part 2)
my.w.tt/iUfZL7oFZ3 This is part two of the story. There will be several parts.
Bipolar Wonderland 