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The Breaking of Rainbow (Part 4): Shadows
my.w.tt/lXC5N2Ax43 Part 4: Shadows
Rainbow Writes (Part 2)
my.w.tt/iUfZL7oFZ3 This is part two of the story. There will be several parts.
Rainbow Writes (Part 1)
my.w.tt/ZrGfsWlFZ3 This is part one.
I Can’t Seem To Do It
I can’t fucking do it. I cannot seem to move forward with my story. I’ve made it to page 202. Now I’m just stalling. I’ve never looked back and reflected on this part. When it happened and it was finally over, I just moved forward without looking back. I didn’t sit around and wallow. IContinue reading “I Can’t Seem To Do It”
Hesitation
I’m at a spot in my project where I’m hesitant to keep going. I have to recount a very traumatic event in my past. When I think back on this event it’s only ever been briefly, so it never really bothered me. I had lived through it and let it go a long time ago.Continue reading “Hesitation”
Glow
I ran so far from the truth because I loved the view. It was beautiful the life I pretended I shared with you. The reality was you were never there no matter how much I cared. I let go of life that I was living alone in an empty home. Realization set in that thereContinue reading “Glow”
Triggers and Violence
Triggers. They are unique to each person that has them. They stem from trauma experienced and the result is suffering from PTSD. I have a myriad of triggers and I respond differently to them depending on what they are. Some trigger me to want to self harm, some trigger me to be suicidal and othersContinue reading “Triggers and Violence”
Bipolar Wonderland 