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UAs, Twitter, & Sleep

I actually slept in until 5 this morning! It was great. I’ve spent my time since then doing a detox for this ridiculous UA I have to do this morning before I start orientation. I have consumed COPIOUS amounts of water, omg. If I’d have known about this UA before my interview, I wouldn’t haveContinue reading “UAs, Twitter, & Sleep”

The Day Ahead of Me

I have a semi important day ahead of me. I’m hoping it’s going to be a good day. With all of my failures currently behind me, I’m back to crossing my fingers for life to improve. It has to a some point, I would hope. Twitter is an oddity. I suddenly have over 800 followersContinue reading “The Day Ahead of Me”

(Another) New Site & Happiness

I’ve officilly been replaced by a shiny new penny. It’s unfortunate, but I accept it. There’s nothing I can do about it. It is what it is. My mental health has been really tested lately. All these fails I’ve been experiencing have me feeling incredibly defeated. My depression is looming and I’ve got my eyeContinue reading “(Another) New Site & Happiness”

Hoping

I haven’t gotten any views on my last 3 posts. That’s unusual for me. Am I not using the right tags? I don’t know. Hopefully that changes. I had another dental appointment yesterday morning and it went great. I had a filling done on my right K9 tooth. For many years it had a big,Continue reading “Hoping”

I Might Be Crazy

At the risk of sounding crazy, I have this weird ability to easily imagine events happening to me and around me in an alternate universe. But! It’s always bad. Like, I can easily imagine being treated very bad or violently by those around me. It doesn’t matter who it is, I can see in myContinue reading “I Might Be Crazy”

Birthdays and Sobriety

My son turns 10 this month. That’s fuckin wild. I can’t believe he’ll be 10. I won’t be there with him to celebrate because he’s 900 fucking miles away in Colorado. Instead what we do is celebrate his birthday in the summer when he’s here. Last year we surprised him by taking him the bigContinue reading “Birthdays and Sobriety”