author – Bipolar Wonderland

My New Job

I start my new job today. I’m going in to fill out paperwork for a background study and to set up a place and time to get finger printed. I’ve had to do all of this for a couple different jobs. It’s interesting to get finger printed. I don’t understand why I have to keepContinue reading “My New Job”

Morning

Cannabis and Sleepy Time tea is my shit for sleeping. I’m sleeping soundly through the night. It’s nice. I feel better. Which is great. 😊😊 I don’t have any real plans for the day. Probably just bouncing around on social media. That’s what I do. I reached over 1000 followers on Twitter. That’s fucking wild.Continue reading “Morning”

This n That

Well, yesterday was my job interview. I feel like it went well. They’ll be getting back to people by the end of the week or early next week. My interviews always go well, and then they don’t pan out. So, I’m hopeful but I don’t have my hopes up. I just hope what I hadContinue reading “This n That”

Empowered

Yesterday I posted on my book’s page “Just so you know… if you’ve ever done me dirty you’re in my book. Enjoy it. You won’t find your name, just something close. You should’ve acted right. I said what I said.” It’s MY story. I get to say whatever the fuck I want. Several people thoughtContinue reading “Empowered”

Stuff n’Things

I have a psychiatry appointment today. I’m going to discuss getting TMS treatments. It’s a safer and less invasive option than ECT. I’m hoping I can do it because I believe it’ll help me kick the rest of my depression. I’m feeling loads better, but I still have a ways to go. I’ll be findingContinue reading “Stuff n’Things”

New Teeth and New Page

I’ve been up since 3 again. I don’t what the fuck is going on, but ok. Yesterday I got new teeth! My new dentist is amazing. It was the first time I had a good experience having an extraction done. I can already wear my partial and my smile looks amazing now! I’m so happyContinue reading “New Teeth and New Page”

Too Early

I’ve been waking up earlier and earlier these days. My husband expressed his concern with this this morning and told me he wants to talk to my psychiatrist about it. He thinks it’s throwing my schedule off. The thing is, I don’t have a schedule. I just do my thing each day. The only thingContinue reading “Too Early”

Eureka

Eureka! I have figured out my next novel! I got the title, plot, subplot, story twist, and ending all figured out. Thank goddess because I was stressing the fuck out. I’m actually really excited to write all of this out. I think it’s got great potential. I haven’t read a psychological thriller with this plotContinue reading “Eureka”

Published

My novel was accepted for publication! I’m so excited! I’m proof that you can do anything you set your mind to. I’m 37 and just now am getting my first novel published. I never thought I’d be doing this. It’s amazing. No, I didn’t get some big, fancy contract that includes a big advance. I’mContinue reading “Published”

Thisclose & Beta Readers

I’m thisclose to reaching 100,000 words in my novel. I still have a bit to go before it’s complete. I have one beta reader lined up for when it’s complete. I’m looking for more though. If you read my blog and want to be a beta reader, please let me know. I’m on page 290.Continue reading “Thisclose & Beta Readers”