So, I finally joined Twitter. I think I’m in love. I’m really enjoying that platform. The writing community on there is incredible and wildly supportive. They’re very interactive. I wish I would have joined sooner. Hopefully it will help me build a fan base. I’ve been trying here and on Facebook, but I’m not havingContinue reading “New Platform & Other Things”
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Stuff n’Things
I have a psychiatry appointment today. I’m going to discuss getting TMS treatments. It’s a safer and less invasive option than ECT. I’m hoping I can do it because I believe it’ll help me kick the rest of my depression. I’m feeling loads better, but I still have a ways to go. I’ll be findingContinue reading “Stuff n’Things”
New Teeth and New Page
I’ve been up since 3 again. I don’t what the fuck is going on, but ok. Yesterday I got new teeth! My new dentist is amazing. It was the first time I had a good experience having an extraction done. I can already wear my partial and my smile looks amazing now! I’m so happyContinue reading “New Teeth and New Page”
Looking Forward To Things
I woke up at 3 this morning. I couldn’t sleep and I had a headache. I came downstairs, made coffee and smoked a cigarette. I’m thinking about how this week I’ve got good things happening for me. Today I’m getting two teeth pulled, they’re in the front. One is broken and the other has aContinue reading “Looking Forward To Things”
Petty
I’m finding that I’m irritated more and more by peope and things. I need to write about it so hopefully I’m less annoyed. Things that annoy the shit out of me: chewing/gulping, people with horrible grammar (especially in my writers group on Facebook), people over zealous about their romantic relationships, boring plot lines for stories,Continue reading “Petty”
Stifle
I struggle to maintain a consistent, positive attitude. That’s no surprise. When I feel like I’m backed into a corner with an ultimatum, I will make the choice I feel in my heart. This hasn’t happened to me very often, but when it does I choose what I truly desire. I can fake it untilContinue reading “Stifle”
Love Me and Leave Me
Now I know we’re on the same page about something. I didn’t know you had such disdain for me and my brain. Well I have disdain about you and you volatile anger. So love me and leave me if that’s what you truly want. Wondering where we went so wrong in out journey together. ForContinue reading “Love Me and Leave Me”
Twist and End
104,006. That’s the word count for The Breaking of Rainbow: A Fictional Novel. 320 pages. I don’t know how long my new story is going to be, but I know it probably won’t be that long. I posed a question about my plot twist and ending to my Facebook writing group; I asked them ifContinue reading “Twist and End”
Dream Like
I feel like I’m in a dream like state this morning. I’m not sure why. When I was smoking a cigarette I wondered if I’m in a dream. I know I’m awake, everything just feels off. It’s weird. I’m struggling with writing my new story. I’m starting to feel like it’s shit. Like my plotContinue reading “Dream Like”
Maze
Sometimes I wonder if I’m crazy. Or delusional. Then I think about how people that are crazy and delusional don’t question it. I think I just get paranoid that my life isn’t real. I’m probably just overthinking everything. I do that sometimes. Especially if my life is going well. I feel like getting my bookContinue reading “Maze”
Bipolar Wonderland 