Fucking hell, I hate being up so early. š Not being able to use cannabis for the next week is totally screwing with my sleep. I’m frustrated. It’s almost 3am. I’ve been up since 2. I also slept on and off for 5 hours yesterday. I knew that would fuck me up, but I couldn’t seem to help it.
I’ve been watching a lot of The Walking Dead with my husband. That show is hella intense. I don’t like watching it all the time, it’s starting to give me anxiety. That’s not good because I’ve got anxeity about these lockdowns happening all over the world. They say here in Minnesota it’s coming. I’m freaked out because I feel like this virus is a conspiracy. Like it’s a way to control populations. I don’t like the level of control the government has on us now. I get why this all seems neccessary, but it’s ridiculous.
Just reading my writing about the virus gives me the willy nillies. I don’t like it.
Bipolar Wonderland 